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Thursday, 27 May 2010

When To Do What Not To Do

Learnt another lesson today.

When someone tells you it's okay to do something that you normally hesitate doing/don't do for fear of interrupting... something, don't do it.

No matter how tempted you are, just... don't... do it.

Cause when the response you get feels like a bucket of cold water has been emptied on your head, you'd feel like you might as well have ignored _________.

Garr... I'm talking in circles. O_O

Couldn't sleep last night cause of that big cup of Cafe Latte I had at Starbucks yesterday evening. I had already downed half a cup before I went : shit! It's past 5pm!!! and mom was like: that's it la~ you won't be able to fall asleep tonight.

And true enough, it was 4am-ish by the time I dozed off. Woke up at 11++, had brunch with the parents, then fetched the siblings. Practiced, showered, practiced, took a break, ate fruits, practiced again...

Now I'm just waiting for dinner to be served so that I can eat and get back to more practice.

I hate it when my practice seems to be going nowhere. It makes me extra cranky and my mind just over-thinks, which results in me being overly touchy and then I get pissed off at the smallest things.

Honestly, I wish I could control my emotions better.


Yelled at my brother earlier for being an absolute pain in the butt.

Why does my heart feel so dreadfully heavy?

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